My battle against fear
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25 April 2020
Quarantaine season
Hello friends, We’re living in strange times, but I still hope y’all are doing well and hanging in there.
4 February 2020
Surprise
Hi friends, I know I haven’t been consistent with my writing lately, but I have a reason for that....
I'ts been a minute
Whats up friends,
20 January 2019
Her eyes
Dear diary, recently, my daughter turned six. I can’t believe I’ve been a mother for six years already. When I look into my daughters' eyes all I see is a precious pearl. She is my pride and joy. She is a star that shines every single day. But when I look into her eyes I also get flashbacks of myself.
13 December 2018
Are you living the life?
I’ve asked a few people whether the lifestyle they are living is effective and busy of just busy. I usually get a long pause (because they didn’t see that one coming) alongside the answer: “at this point I’m not being effective I am just doing what I have to do”.I don’t ask the question to judge anybody but lately I’ve been asking myself the same thing. If I had to choose between effectively busy and just being a busybody I would for sure go for the second one.
6 August 2018
Worshippers cry
I have been in the worship ministry for quit a while, 13 years to be precise. During those years I have faced my share of challenges and I have seen co- worshippers go through theirs. What never seems to stop amaze me is how we look on stage vs how we feel on the inside. We look like celebrities in our finest dresses and suits and our "on fleek" makeup. No matter how awful we feel sometimes we have the ability so shake it off the minute we hit the stage! Like the day after my father in law passed away and I was scheduled to lead the praise and worship.
20 July 2018
She's Got It
Finally, I got it! Yes, my driver's license is in the pocket. Folks, you don't know what the lessons have put me through! I always thought I was tough until I started to learn how to drive. I went from fearless to fearful in no time! Most of the people I talk to enjoy driving and the whole experience but I didn't. I guess that's why I failed the first time.
14 June 2018
Atmosphere
You do not appreciate a warm atmosphere until you've been through a cold one!My husband and I took the kids on a vacation. We rented a house on a park where they had a lot of facilities for children. We were so excited when we arrived. The house look good and it felt wam. The warmth came from the fire place. It was working alright. So after our day out and playing with the kids we decided it was enough, time for a shower followed by sleep! The moment we entered the house we noticed a change in the atmosphere.
18 May 2018
Can´t walk in those shoes!
Do you ever experience moments or seasons where you feel dissatisfied? Dissatisfaction can lead to comparison and comparison to frustration! It sounds a bit like this " I don't like my current situation, why can't my life be like others??I hated it when I was a child and my mom would compare me to my best friend. I hate it when I hear parents compare their children to one another or even when friends compare their lives to others. So why do I do it then?
23 March 2018
A trip to the USA
Hey ya'll,I'm back! I haven't been able to write much due to my trip to the USA. My church, Victory Outreach was hosting a women's convention in Ontario and I flew all the way from Holland just to be there. There were women from all over the world attending the women's convention. Women from Australia, South Africa, England, Cuba, Hawaii, just to name a few. The convention was life changing. I mean really life changing! Every speaker was on point and the messages where so inspirational, encouraging and awakening!
10 February 2018
Loyalty Conflicts
Have you ever been caught up in a fight between two people you love and felt the pressure to pick a side? Well I have serveral times!
31 January 2018
Scars
Scars. Everyone has them. The wound that just wouldn't go and even left a scar. Do you look at it occasionally? What are you reminded of when you look at yours? Are you the one wanting to get rid of it or have you just kind of accepted it? Allow me to give you a new perspective on scars.....
10 January 2018
Put a pep in your step
Ever had a dream or a vision you could see clearly and the more you visualize it the more detailed it became? Great ideas you've never given birth to?
31 December 2017
New Years Resolutions
2018, what are your expectations? Do you even still have them? Growing up everybody had expectations or New Years resolutions. What happend ya'll? I bet many will say "life happened". Some dreams did not come true, some plans were not realistic and sometimes we just get tired of being hopeful.
22 December 2017
The Comfort Zone
The comfort zone is such a nice place to be in. It's like a vacation and you get to decide how long it takes. It's a place of ease and comfort. Our bodies and minds just love being in that zone all day everyday.